Imma put my fear of arrogance aside.
To find a flow that deciphers what I am feeling
What I am experiencing
So many have we allowed to give us advice on the things some of us know well
Our own body
One thing is to feel
the other is the intelligent to go beyond this and verbalize it
With Latin text or without
words are strung together to make a reasonable facsimile of what is truly going on
In modern times we do have access to knowledge
Possibly watered down by empty words
Knowledge no less
sits there for us to digest
I have come to a bitter and somewhat awkward feel that I am smarter than the average Joe
Joe may have qualities that I don’t have
and I respect that, Joe
But
I feel like we have to many Joes playing doctor
It is not enough to fly on Adderall past all your courses
if your heart does not open
as much as you slice open that flesh
search around
I believe you will not understand function
I will not deny the science
Just like art
the scientific method is older than we would like to believe
Seekers have always wandered into the unknown
be it with in or with out
There will always be exceptions
Incredible people come from all creeds
Not to often from the same pile
I believe
This flow is about my body
not a political stance
not an epidemic
a pandemic
its about a universe I have existed in and explored mostly alone
with very few navigators
But solid ones to speak of
With help from this and that I have scrutinized my existence
presently and until my blind eye takes charge
I think we get locked in routine
Every river rock looks the same when flying over the river in a chopper
burning fuel
If we all we have is a hammer
It is hard not to want to smash every rock
in hopes of changing the shape